Still There ... Love it and keep on

Caring what people think clearly as awesome as I am, and I do humbly think that because I KNOW we are all awesome beautiful divine beings .... however there’s still times when the old programmed thoughts can creep in and there’s fear of saying, doing, posting, wearing something. And to feel it in my body is uncomfortable AF because it’s not our divine essence to feel anything other than amazing about ourselves... now NOT to say that these feelings and emotions don’t feel real or to avoid them that’s the opposite of what I’m saying, in fact I get stuck in that little loop too and my smart human character/ego knows how to trick me into avoiding with things like avoid dancing, moving, not moving, cooking, nature, YouTube, writing …. So I do things that will essentially raise my vibe HOWEVER you can’t bypass the poop and sugarcoat it or it’ll still be poop you know what I’m saying … 


Yeah I’m still working on this whole human thing and still can go there and it’s absolutely beautiful because I can watch myself and still love that human that’s housing my soul!  ALSO when I can love that human I can stop and allow that human to feel when she’s ready and it always happens because again even though things happen and it feel like you’ve gone back in time emotionally you haven’t and certain things come up to be looked at and transformed or released. 


I like to think of this human thing as a dance 💃🏻 two steps forward one step back, left, right, spin buy there’s no staying back so I truly belong that no matter what is going on in your life it’s absolutely perfect for your evolution as a human being. 


Remember we are not our bodies.... funny because I too can look in the mirror and focus on that character that’s looking back at me but that’s when things can get heavy ... I associate myself with the character instead of remembering that I’m the divine soul that locked inside enjoying a human experience ALL OF IT! 


So as I write it’s not me preaching I’m just writing and as I write the messages are for me and whoever else is reading this right now.


Another message for us both is that we are loved beyond comprehension, there’s nothing that can be said or done that will make your divine/higher self/god/the universe (whatever you choose to call it) see you as anything but perfection ... which is why when you say something mean about yourself, or judge you’re it feels so uncomfortable and we feel “off” if we just connected to that beautiful divinity and remembered that we are perfect and whole exactly as we are that we are not these suites or characters and nobody is keeping score it’s like a video game


... if you were playing a video game you wouldn’t get so attached to the character and you’d cheer them on to get them to win lol I know you know what I mean if you’ve played video games there’s always people that yell at the screen. Well you can cheer your character on too in your head with nice things :) 




So this post is just me sharing that I’m still perfectly imperfect and still have my shit creep up like caring what others think, digging deep into that old program it was installed into my being from a young age it was always “shhhh what will they say” or “you can’t do that in public what will people say” “imagine what people will say” yeah I don’t know if its a Colombian thing or what but I gots that drilled into me so it’s taken me a bit longer to shed that program and still get moments of glitches HOWEVER I also see my growth like when I spend time with people and I’m just the really random weird one who doesn’t wear a bra, watch TV or work a 9-5 lol so yeah I’ve definitely broken from the mold but still living the human experience and that voice still creeps up that’s all ….. moral of the story / post is even if you’re shit has creeped up on you KEEP LOVING YOU… you’re perfect we all are


Also no-one really cares about what you do we’re all just having this wild human experience and it’s us judging us ALWAYS and judging ourselves hurts sooooo limit that shit and make it extinct if possible :) 




LOVE YOU ​