There’s so much I have to say! So many un posted blogs and posts and so many un-uploaded videos. What has kept me so quiet lately?
Navigating so many changes and noticing that many things that used to resonate with me no longer resonate with me and my need to reach out and share is still there but social media and I have a weird relationship … and it just got more complicated lol
Truthfully I had over 2400 friends on facebook and I didn’t know half of them … and then there’s people I know from high school or elementary school that sure we “know” each other but we actually don’t know each other AT ALL. Now don’t get me wrong some of them I have true heart feelings for and love seeing their pots and pics online as I cheer them on and send them love but there’s more than half that truly I can say are not only NOT my friends but never were so why do I keep them on as friends? I mean ideally I’d close Fakebook all together but I’ve got a business page and also have met many beautiful souls during my travels that I do want to keep in touch with so as you can see its kind of complicated lol
I mean it’s one thing to truly love and support people and loved ones and have meaningful connections online which is very possible and another to just follow someone because you have mutual friends or mutual family! CREEPYYYYYY!!
So needless to say I unfriended more than half of my so called friends and it felt liberating I mean honestly I was getting pictures on my feed of weddings and I didn’t know the bride or the groom NOT COOL! I also have over 700 friend requests like HOW? LOL I mean thank you people but truly I don’t know you and if there’s no interactions well BYE!!
Then there’s instagram ohhhhh instagram… I used to be a fan because I thought it was less personal than facebook however I found that I have over 3000 followers and again who are these people ? I went through some them and found out that again it was creepy AF there were a few profiles with no pictures no followers and only following ME yup that right some creepers out there went through the hassle of creating a fake profile and only follow ME? LAWD HAVE MERCY WHO ARE YOU???? Gives me the heebie jeebies lol ewww you know?!
So after years on social media and always being public because I said I have nothing to hide I suddenly decided to go private at least for the time being while I figure out my own stance with this social media and what I want to do with it?
I’ve got so much to share and have been so focused on other things for the end of 2019 and the beginning of this yer that I’m right on time….you know I realized I am my purpose and everything I do I do it with love and I’m in no rush to throw things out in a rush to fulfill some standards that aren’t my own.
Again so much to share with that! I used to think omg I’m not doing this or that or that … meanwhile I am doing so much and building so much that I haven’t given myself the credit! Lorena has so much more to build and share but I am in nor rush because every interaction is part of my purpose … this whole life experience is part of my purpose and I’ve always believed in divine timing! My job to stay in alignment and get back in alignment so I can clearly hear my messages and guidance when I need to otherwise it’s all good there’s no rush to a finish line!
I realized that action is important yes but inspired action instead of forced action is where it’s at for me … I can have a million ideas when I’m not in alignment aka for based and so if I act on those 9/10 times they flop or they manifest but it’s like ughhh why and I can have one brilliant idea when in alignment and catapult …. It’s how I live my life, it’s how I choose to live my life. Breathe relax and allow myself to be guided!
Faith! I believe! Magic! It’s real! It exists! My life is magic! And I’m in no rush divine timing has my back :)